I’m Back Like Bipolar
Well I’m finally back writing again. I haven’t written since July because I was going through a little mini war with myself. I feel I did pretty good staying above water though. The cause? I had problems with my X girlfriend. I didnt want that to be a trigger so once I started feeling the (bipolar) symptoms start to rise up, I just tried to do everything I could to not let them get the best of me this time around. I tried to keep so busy working and not lose focus. It worked. I didn’t get any bipolar symptoms this time. However, I did get my old friend insomnia back. But I’ll take that over other symptoms any day.
When I was younger, I used to say “I’m back like Return of the Jedi”, but I think “Back Like Bipolar” is a more appropriate term for me now days.
Just when you start feeling a sense of normalcy, Bipolar creeps back into your life to say “where the F are you going”? So yeah, Im back like bipolar! 
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Hey Jedi!! It’s the Canadian Goose! Glad to hear you made it through the trenches. It gets easier each time you conquer the ex and their shenanigans.
The best thing you can do is completely cut them off and ‘raise the bar’ when it comes to who you deal with, no matter the circumstances. Each relationship you are in really does make an impact some way, good or bad.
Hope life is treating you well.
I’m doing okay. I’ve reached out to my parents alot lately. Sorry I didnt save the post that set me off. Most days, I don’t want to explode, like I wrote about, just when people make me realllllly mad- it takes a direct hit to get me to that point but for the most part I dismiss a lot.